BassFrye82
Senior Member
I'll start by saying that I was saved on a rainy night in north Georgia, in 2002. I felt it in my heart to get on the interstate that night, and drive 2 hours just to talk to God, and to accept Jesus into my heart. Life is always perfect after a person is saved right? That would be nice, but in my case, that's when "the work" began.
At that moment in life, most things were ok. I was in church every time the door was open, I was a really good person, and I thought I was on a good Christian path. Little did I know that in being saved, I had signed up for God's Army, and He was about to send me through His basic training boot camp.
Due to friendships, people I met, choices I made, and heartache, life pushed me down a road I never wanted to take. I let the devil deceive me and for a solid decade...alcoholism, lust, partying, disrespect, and many more bad things, ruled my life. I was surely lost. I lost friends, I missed out on good relationships, I wasted money and so forth. I tried to ignore God too. However, even in the darkness, I could hear God in my heart saying, "This isn't you. You know I'll only let you stray so far."
Thank goodness for His forgiving and unconditional love because somewhere along the way, I reached for His hand, and He gave me strength to rise above the bad. I became wiser, kinder, empathetic, and just a better person. I can also see all the answers to times when I asked, "Why", I can see the lessons I learned, and now it's a lot easier to see some times when I'm being tested.
It would take forever to explain all that happened to make the person that God made me become, and the person that I love today, but just know that if you, or someone you care about, are walking through the darkness, people CAN change for the better, kindness and love goes a long way, God does love you, and there is still time for happiness. As long as you are breathing, there's a chance to seek God, let Him work through you, have one more meaningful moment, and live a better life. You cannot fully understand how much good work God is doing through you even when you are living through the worse times of your life. Don't give up Hope or Faith, and even if you are at the end of your life through age or terminal illness, realize that some life is never even born into this world. No one was entitled to birth, so this life is truly a gift in itself. We are fortunate for any time granted to us. He can bring comfort to your mind, and ease your worries.
Keep going. Inch by inch, or stride by stride....God is in it for us. Reach out to Him.
At that moment in life, most things were ok. I was in church every time the door was open, I was a really good person, and I thought I was on a good Christian path. Little did I know that in being saved, I had signed up for God's Army, and He was about to send me through His basic training boot camp.
Due to friendships, people I met, choices I made, and heartache, life pushed me down a road I never wanted to take. I let the devil deceive me and for a solid decade...alcoholism, lust, partying, disrespect, and many more bad things, ruled my life. I was surely lost. I lost friends, I missed out on good relationships, I wasted money and so forth. I tried to ignore God too. However, even in the darkness, I could hear God in my heart saying, "This isn't you. You know I'll only let you stray so far."
Thank goodness for His forgiving and unconditional love because somewhere along the way, I reached for His hand, and He gave me strength to rise above the bad. I became wiser, kinder, empathetic, and just a better person. I can also see all the answers to times when I asked, "Why", I can see the lessons I learned, and now it's a lot easier to see some times when I'm being tested.
It would take forever to explain all that happened to make the person that God made me become, and the person that I love today, but just know that if you, or someone you care about, are walking through the darkness, people CAN change for the better, kindness and love goes a long way, God does love you, and there is still time for happiness. As long as you are breathing, there's a chance to seek God, let Him work through you, have one more meaningful moment, and live a better life. You cannot fully understand how much good work God is doing through you even when you are living through the worse times of your life. Don't give up Hope or Faith, and even if you are at the end of your life through age or terminal illness, realize that some life is never even born into this world. No one was entitled to birth, so this life is truly a gift in itself. We are fortunate for any time granted to us. He can bring comfort to your mind, and ease your worries.
Keep going. Inch by inch, or stride by stride....God is in it for us. Reach out to Him.