Thanks for making my point that you decided to live by your rules are not God's
John 6:44 - No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him......
I’m willing to bet that most atheist / agnostic are willing to give God a shot, if God gave them something to go with. They’re not anti-God.
Since your method is not going smoothly, I’m just trying to help you out with things to consider with your comments that may be asked of you.