it has been a difficult time. The worst of times. filled with beauty. unbeliveable despair. Love. denial. anger. bargaining. acceptance. life i guess. so thankful for a powerful son who held us together in love. so strong for both of us. A really good man. Thank you Matthew. my love. So proud of your guts. ****. you are a great son. Got the word friday. Welcome home my next love Chriistina Avenier Santos Thomas. We look forward.We can not wait to hold you. To love you. You will be blessed my girl. We will love you beyond belief. We will always strive for you my child. But most importantly, your elder bother will never falter. Thank you god for such a good son. Thank you my son for your blessing and to my next girl........i cant wait to love you. Thank you bothers. Im beside myself. So thankkful. really. Thank you darling.