StriperAddict
Senior Member
I agree this could be my own testimony in the last few years. A great drink for burdened hearts from Mike Kapler, FB 02-08-2020. Enjoy ...
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While seeking to maintain or improve my spiritual health, for many years I made regular visits to Dr. Theo Ology. He was located at a place he called “the storehouse” and required I make nothing less than weekly appointments.
Although I had been officially identified as a saint and gifted with the righteousness of God, Dr. Ology also diagnosed me with a chronic, sinful condition inherited from my great grandfather named Adam. He issued a daily prescription of confession in order to receive another dose of forgiveness while washing away any bad blood cells, and to keep me clean and confident. He also ordered physical therapy as needed, which he identified as something called repentance.
I became addicted to this confession drug. The more mistakes I made, the more I craved the need for a renewed forgiveness. I couldn’t afford to get low … I needed to stay high with the emotional assurance it offered me. The outward behavioral repentance therapy was on an “as needed” basis, when confessing didn’t fill the need, and guilt would begin to overwhelm—not necessarily for doing sinful things—but for feeling like I was not “doing enough for God.”
After more than a couple decades of being a misinformed Bible junkie, God directed me to seek a second opinion from a Great Physician. The hypocrisy of talking about a free gift while working to maintain it left me in a place of confusion and uncertainty. Through the Spirit, I discovered there was one confession I needed in order to receive everything God had already done for me—a confession of belief in the Lord Jesus Christ, resulting in salvation and eternal right-standing with God (Romans 10:8-13). I had been misdiagnosed.
Everything changed. I suddenly had my eyes opened and realized I no longer needed the drug of self-righteousness. God wasn’t extending another act of forgiveness towards me because there was no more blood being shed … and there no longer needs to be when forgiveness is complete (Hebrews 10:18). As a believer in Christ, why should I seek or ask for what God has already given? If forgiveness is based on my sorrow instead of the one-time shed blood of Jesus, then it’s no better than any animal sacrifice from a weak and useless covenant of law. It would mean yet another sacrifice by Jesus would be required … and another one after that.
I stopped the sin confession obsession which repeatedly sought a renewed forgiveness from God. Why? Because He has already declared sin was removed, taken away, thrown as far as the east is from the west, not counted against me … and that He remembers sin no more. This is grace. This is perfect love. This makes me want to know Him.
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While seeking to maintain or improve my spiritual health, for many years I made regular visits to Dr. Theo Ology. He was located at a place he called “the storehouse” and required I make nothing less than weekly appointments.
Although I had been officially identified as a saint and gifted with the righteousness of God, Dr. Ology also diagnosed me with a chronic, sinful condition inherited from my great grandfather named Adam. He issued a daily prescription of confession in order to receive another dose of forgiveness while washing away any bad blood cells, and to keep me clean and confident. He also ordered physical therapy as needed, which he identified as something called repentance.
I became addicted to this confession drug. The more mistakes I made, the more I craved the need for a renewed forgiveness. I couldn’t afford to get low … I needed to stay high with the emotional assurance it offered me. The outward behavioral repentance therapy was on an “as needed” basis, when confessing didn’t fill the need, and guilt would begin to overwhelm—not necessarily for doing sinful things—but for feeling like I was not “doing enough for God.”
After more than a couple decades of being a misinformed Bible junkie, God directed me to seek a second opinion from a Great Physician. The hypocrisy of talking about a free gift while working to maintain it left me in a place of confusion and uncertainty. Through the Spirit, I discovered there was one confession I needed in order to receive everything God had already done for me—a confession of belief in the Lord Jesus Christ, resulting in salvation and eternal right-standing with God (Romans 10:8-13). I had been misdiagnosed.
Everything changed. I suddenly had my eyes opened and realized I no longer needed the drug of self-righteousness. God wasn’t extending another act of forgiveness towards me because there was no more blood being shed … and there no longer needs to be when forgiveness is complete (Hebrews 10:18). As a believer in Christ, why should I seek or ask for what God has already given? If forgiveness is based on my sorrow instead of the one-time shed blood of Jesus, then it’s no better than any animal sacrifice from a weak and useless covenant of law. It would mean yet another sacrifice by Jesus would be required … and another one after that.
I stopped the sin confession obsession which repeatedly sought a renewed forgiveness from God. Why? Because He has already declared sin was removed, taken away, thrown as far as the east is from the west, not counted against me … and that He remembers sin no more. This is grace. This is perfect love. This makes me want to know Him.