It's taken me three years of counseling, group sessions and seeing a shrink to start relaxing my guard. Now Corona has validated all my fears and survival behaviors. I suffer from a PTSD symptom called hyper awareness. In other words after combat my brain stayed in survival mode for over 27 years. I was starting to chill out, leave the gun at home, stop patrolling the perimeter of my house and yard every night but the fear of Corona has messed me up again. Thanks China for making me crazy again! Corona makes me realize I was right to view civilians as ignorant and to not trust anyone! Well enough of that I've got some wire to string and a fighting position to dig in Mamma's flower bed.