bullethead
Of the hard cast variety
If God was silent and did nothing, then I might agree with you. That has not been the case for me. Maybe God just doesn't want to talk to you. If you were posting bad things about me every post then I would probably feel the same. LOL The good news is that he won't hold it against you as soon as you change your attitude.
He had years of devotion, years of doubt and years of disbelief. What better time is there than to make your presence known to someone who doubts you or doesn't believe in you?
Believers make their own signs and conversations, no God needed there.