BanjoPicker
Senior Member
Sir Francis Newport was trained in early life to understand the great truths of the Gospel, and while in early manhood it was hoped that he would become an ornament and a blessing to his family and the nation, the result was far otherwise. He fell into company that corrupted his principles and morals. He became an avowed infidel, and a life of dissipation brought on a disease that was incurable. When he felt he must die . . . he exclaimed as follows: "Whence this war in my heart? What argument is there now to assist me against matters of fact? Do I assert that there is no He11, when I feel one in my bosom? Am I certain that there is no after retribution when I feel present judgment? . . . Wretch that I am, whither shall I flee from this breast?
An infidel companion tried to dispel his thoughts, to whom he replied, "That there is a God I know, because I continually feel the effects of His wrath; that there is a He11 I am equally certain, having received an earnest of my inheritance there already in my breast; there is a natural conscience I now feel with horror and amazement, being continually upbraided by it with my impieties, and all my iniquities, and all my sins brought to my remembrance . . . O that I was to lie upon the first that never is quenched a thousand years, to purchase the favour of God, and be reunited to Him again! But it is a fruitless wish. Millions of millions of years will bring me no nearer to the end of my torments than one poor hour. O eternity, eternity! Who can discover the abyss of eternity? Who can paraphrase upon these words-forever and ever?
As his mental distress and bodily disease were hurrying him into eternity he was asked if he would have prayers offered in his behalf? He turned his face and exclaimed, "Tigers and monsters! are ye also become devils to torment me? Would you give me prospect of Heaven to make my He11 more intolerable?"
Soon after, his voice was failing, and uttering a groan of inexpressible horror, he cried out, " Oh, the insufferable pangs of He11!" and died at once, dropping into the very woe of which God gave him such an earnest, to be a constant warning to multitudes of careless sinners.
An infidel companion tried to dispel his thoughts, to whom he replied, "That there is a God I know, because I continually feel the effects of His wrath; that there is a He11 I am equally certain, having received an earnest of my inheritance there already in my breast; there is a natural conscience I now feel with horror and amazement, being continually upbraided by it with my impieties, and all my iniquities, and all my sins brought to my remembrance . . . O that I was to lie upon the first that never is quenched a thousand years, to purchase the favour of God, and be reunited to Him again! But it is a fruitless wish. Millions of millions of years will bring me no nearer to the end of my torments than one poor hour. O eternity, eternity! Who can discover the abyss of eternity? Who can paraphrase upon these words-forever and ever?
As his mental distress and bodily disease were hurrying him into eternity he was asked if he would have prayers offered in his behalf? He turned his face and exclaimed, "Tigers and monsters! are ye also become devils to torment me? Would you give me prospect of Heaven to make my He11 more intolerable?"
Soon after, his voice was failing, and uttering a groan of inexpressible horror, he cried out, " Oh, the insufferable pangs of He11!" and died at once, dropping into the very woe of which God gave him such an earnest, to be a constant warning to multitudes of careless sinners.