slow motion
Senior Member
We have all had a friend who took a wrong turn in life. For me it was one of my younger brothers. Of 6 siblings I'm 3 and him 4. The road less traveled for him went to a dark place and he could never quite make it back home. Heard a song recently that reminded me of him. Its David by Cody Jinks. Can't link it here as it has a word in the chorus that rhymes with well. Its easy enough to find on YouTube if you are inclined. There's a lyric in the song "just a burned out beat down shell of my old friend". In the end that was Dennis. While I know it wasn't my fault I'll always feel guilty for not knowing how helpless he must have felt to take his own life. If there's anything positive to come from it. The Lord has used it to place me in the path of some who had similar intentions. I talked with them. They are both doing well currently. If you have these kinds of thoughts or feelings please talk to someone. I would be happy to pm you my number as would most if not all your fellow members and friends. Anyway today is his birthday. He would have been 56. Miss you little brother.